First night at my new place. In fact it’s my first night sleeping in a proper bed in about 2 months! Due to being homeless, once again. To be fair I did have homelessness on my bucket list, for the experience and wisdom it gives. You learn to love the little things, plus it gives you freedom to move anywhere you please. But ultimately having your own personal space is so important for the soul.
While I was living in my tiny tent, I found a red printed mandala duvet and pillow case set in a charity shop. Now I’m ecstatic to have it on an actual bed!
Here I am, on this beautiful bed and can I sleep, can I fuck lol.
One must experience complete darkness, before you can find the light.
I’ve been patient.
I’ve followed the gentle calling of my heart.
Tripping Through trials triumphantly.
It hasn’t been easy.
It’s slow and messy.
be easier to end it all. But I could never.
Life is beautiful even in the darkness.
Look at the skies,
moons and sunrises.
Weed and Music.
Thank fuck for music.
I knew my time for happiness was coming.
This pain hasn’t been in vain.
There’s a reason.
For a reason.
Don’t doubt that!
Or think “oh I’m not that special”
You are whatever you say you are.
Build yourself up babe.
Because We need You.
To be the most you,
(because only you can do it muthafucker.)
Amongst all the noise,
Listen to the gentle calling of your heart.
The universe will give you everything
you need to grow.
Find the patterns
that don’t serve you,
crush them with your spirit.
This will rewire dna.
into an abundant human.